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Sunday, December 24th, 2006
2:37 am	Welp... Im here at the tattoo shop. And we( Robby, Lib ) have been here since 1:45. Rob is a dick and has been getting tattooed the whole time. My piece is at least 3 times the size of his and we are running out of time. Fuck you Robby! jk. I love you, you jerk. So basically I'm bored stiff. Stoked for xxx mas. Quotes of the day. "it's not like he has shitty tattoos, just shitty skin!" "Peeing in a butthole is like eating steak with a spoon. Very difficult but not impossible." out. Current Music: Buzzzzzzzzzz (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
1:05 am	I wanna see the big city... So today I am in some fuckin town in new york. But right next to the venue is the railroad station. SOOOOO I thought it would be cool to tak the train to penn station, which would land me right in manhattan. Awesome idea huh? Cuz I have never been to new york city. But because of WORK I cantgo anywhere. Im soo bummed. To top a frustrating day, I was listening to MM with my ipod on the couch in the dressing room and I got up really fast to get something out of the fridge and my fuckin pod fell on the floor and got a god damn ding in it. And Im super anal about my ipod. Its my life. Mother fuck. Maybe I'll get an 80 for xmas. I feel like tour is totally changing me. I feel sooo separated from the rest of everyone I care about. I have been having this shitty feeling that when I come back home nobody will remember me. When I get back in december I will have been gone for a total of 3 months straight. There is no place like home. Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Dope Show (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 3rd, 2006
2:22 am	Cold as fuck... I'm in Omaha Nebraska right now. It is cold as fuck. It didn't even like I went home for a few days. It felt like a dream. Cuz now Im back on the road and I feel back to normal. It sucks. I'm so cold and pissed. Current Mood: cold Current Music: Linkin Park (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, October 23rd, 2006
8:18 pm	Yesterday/Today... So yesterday we had a day off in Tempe Arizona, which is where my good friend Emma now lives. She came and met up with us at the shitty mall which we walked aroundfor a while and ate at. The only thing good to come from that mall was the food, this Black Flag book I got and the doggy store. After that we wented back to the bus and chilled for a bit. Then we decided to go this other mall which was sooooooooooo much nicer. It didn't feel like I had a case of the mondays.(only robby will get the actual meaning of that.) So this mall was dope as fuck. But we got there at 545 and the mall close @ 6 cuz it was sunday. Bum out. After the dope mall we went to borders cuz Dustin wanted to get seattles best. We made alot of noise in that borders. The people working there where so bummed. Then we proceeded to go to in n out, cuz Bobby has NEVER been. His from pittsburg and with the exception of this tour has has never been to the west coast. In nout was amazing of course. Then we wented to this place called mill street where me Bobby and Emma went into to this pretty dope porn store. They had some pretty gnarly shit in there. After that we went back to the bus again to figure out what time the movie we wanted to see was playing. That movie being the Prestege. FUcking one of the best movies I have ever seen. Straight up. After the best movie ever we, of course wented back to the bus and chilled. Its my life. Emma then wented to leave and when she did she noticed her tire was flat tire. Total bum out. We changed it. And the daywas over. Thanks Emma for the amazing day. I get to see my love and rob today. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 21st, 2006
10:36 pm	Tour update... Tour has been pretty recently. Right now we are out on tour with Hinder. Who apparently is the bestest band in the world right now. But nobody knows them. They just went platitium like a week ago. So all the shows so far have been sold out. With like 3000 people caps. Yesterday I wrote this amazing lj, but right before I could post it my computer froze. I was so pissed. This entry doesn't even come close to the that one. We are playing anaheim HOB on monday. I wish I could see alot of people but that show is also sold out. Actually not alot of people. Only like 4 or 5. I came to the conclusion being on tour that only a few people really matter to me. And those people are the ones that I have been in contact with a good amount while I have been out. I can't wait to be home though. The old saying is true. There is no place like home. When I get home for christmas, I have decicded that I'm gonna start playing soccer again. There has been so pretty big changes in my life since I 've been gone that I'm really hapy with. But they will also take a little getting used to because some have been a part of my weekly and daliy life for years. Oh well. I'm out for now. I love you and miss you guys. Current Mood: bored Current Music: New Deftones (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 16th, 2006
5:26 pm	Asbury NJ... Pretty cool even though there is shit around execpt for the atlantic ocean. HAVE FUN, on your decent down. FUCK YOU! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 10th, 2006
3:51 pm	Hate... I have alot of hate in my heart at the moment. Some "friends" have totally turned their back on me. And at that moment it hurt and I felt shitty. But their the one(ones) that made the final move in the end. But I'll be the one that makes the final decesion. In other news. Tour has been amazing. At times really tough because of being away from certain people, and home. But I love it. Some many cool things I have seen. For example. I saw Alice in Chains twice this weekend. Once Dave Navarro came out and played guitar for man in a box. Stoked I was. And I saw Stone Sour and Met Corey Taylor and Jim Root. Super stoked. People that make it while while. Robby Libby Bryan Juine Jason Kevin Amy Dad and Mom (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 28th, 2006
4:36 pm	Sc So yesterday was a really really good day for me. Some super radd stuff happened. We played at the orlando house of blues which in it self was amazing. Met some really neat people. all in all im really glad i did this. It's hard to be away from home for so long but but when its all said and done. I am so glad I did this. I really miss all my friends though.It sucks being away from you assholes for so long. I really miss Lib too. Its hard just only talking to her on the phone. Well im out for right now. More work. Oh p.s. Robby start learning how to bass tech. I had a good talk today. wink wink. Current Mood: stoked Current Music: new nfg and saosin (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 21st, 2006
6:01 pm	Pics from tour so far... Gnarly crowds. I had to set up drums and check the sound with all of these damn kids in the crowd. Tour has been awesome so far. I got tattooed, I'm pretty stoked on it. The dude that did it has been with us for the past week. He is tattooing all of the dudes. I just wanted to post some pics from tour so far. Btw tonight is gonna shred. There are so many kids here at the show. Love. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 18th, 2006
10:42 pm	Gashville, oh I mean Nashville. Tour has been dope so far. This past weekend we played X fest which on saturday Rob Zombie played and fuckin blew my mind. I you are not a fan of him you probably suck. Yesterday we played wiht Avenged. They are an amazing band live, not tomention really cool dudes. Oh btw we played with Buckcherry too. Fuck that band is the coolest dudes. Josh Todd their singer is fuckin awesome. Westarted the Bullet tour today. So far so good. I really dont feel like writing. I'm probably gonna just go have some sex with a groupie. Sike. Sike. haha. Current Mood: calm Current Music: Clear Static (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006
9:31 pm	Fuck having money... God Damn it. I have money from this tour and all I do is fuckin spend. Today we went to another H&M and I bought this dopeass jacket. And I also bought a button up from there a few days ago. H&M is so good I'm addicted to it. Also today I bought 2 cds and a slipknot shirt. Oh well. I rich bitch. Current Mood: tired Current Music: 30 Seconds to Mars (get into it.) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
5:11 pm	W....P..... So my very last entry was a few days old. Tour has been awesome so far. All of the fools rule. I can't wait for more. I have gotten so good at setting up shit and I am a fuckin drum tech wizard now. Anywho. Today we are in Dayton Ohio. Every single night on this tour is crazy. It's just how you would imagine. It sucks that I get back on the 27th already. After this they go to europe. Then the Bullet tour. "Touring in a bus is like the best shit ever."- Robert James Haight II. It's so tour. I get lost in my bunk. Cuz it could be like 3 in the afternoon and it feels and looks like 4 in the morning. Never ever driving. I have not even seen one second of driving. Never have to worry about gas. Nothing. This is gonna make it hard to ever go back to a van tour for me. ha ha. I'm spoiled now. Anyways I gonna go. Time to play. "Absolutely not!"- James Hart Current Mood: excited Current Music: New LAG (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 21st, 2006
3:38 pm	old Well I'm writing to you right now laying down in my cozy little bunk. Smoothe is kinda driving crazy and it's freakin me out.(Smoothe is our driver.) Today was kinda a boring day. I woke up at 1:45 and load in was a 2. So I got up and got ready. By the time me and Dustin went to load shit out. The dudes from the venue did mostof it. Stoked. So we justset everything up. Sound check and dicked around for a million years. We ate a this ghetto ass mexican food place. It was aight. Sat around more. Watched war of the worlds while laying in the front of the bus. Amazing movie BTW. We played then but everything back in the trailer.And then the antics started. haha oh man. Current Mood: busy Current Music: Manson (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
11:49 pm	TOurrr! So this is how my day went. Airport early as fuck. And I mean early. Then I flew to chicago. Had I 2 hour layover which blew dick. Then flew into Albany. The show tonight was good. My first day oni the job wasn't bad. Me, Ken and James went on a super gnarly walmart shopping spree. We bought somuch shit. Oh well. PER DIEM!!!! haha. I miss my amazing friend Robert Haight. See you soon. Right now I'm just chillen in my bunk about ready to call it a day. I miss everyone I did not get to see before I left. I.E. Kat, Heather and everone in between. Miss you. I Love you all. Current Mood: tired Current Music: The Fray (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 8th, 2006
12:50 pm	Well hello... It's been a long time since I have posted in lj. Tour has been hard. But it has also been vey fun. As much as I bitch and complain about tour sucking, I would be bummed if I couldn't do it anymore. Right now we are in (the party house) aarons moms house in flagstaff Arizona. His mom is gonna for the week so we have the house to our selves for a night or two. Today I woke up to Josh standing in my doorway just watching me sleep. What a creep. Oh man we have only been gone for like 14 or 15 days and there has been so much craziness ans shittiness I cant believe it. I miss my family to death. I miss some friends. But the last couple of weeks have been some of the most awkward weeks with some friends. It has really bummed me out. But it's a good way to weed out who your true friends are. And I think I know who they are. I love my band. Current Mood: content Current Music: New 18v (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 11th, 2006
1:20 pm	MONStour! It's a little less than 2 weeks away. I can't believe it. After the 23rd of this month I will be gone till Aug 6th. I'm super stoked. I will miss alot of people. But it will only be 6 weeks then I will be back. Current Music: The Brave = New ADD (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 20th, 2006
11:53 am	I miss my friends... I have been holed up in the studio for the past week. And it has been really realy awesome but a lot of fuckin work. I havent seen Kevin, Robby, Libby, Bryan in forever(miss you dude, for reals!),Heather, Kat, Emily! Damn. Sorry everyone next week I will be back from the dead. BUt in good news. This recording is going to kick ass. Later fools. Current Mood: artistic Current Music: TBS- Louder now (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 13th, 2006
7:04 pm	Ignore the last entry... Robby is a mother fucker. I have not written or logged onto the web in a long long while. Due to the fact that I do not have a computer right now. My life is crazy right now. But I am loving it day by day. It's really good to have those few true friends by you always. Robby is doing fuckin ab roller right now. Is it weird that he is doing it naked? What a fag. Even though I have not done a entry in a while. I dont have to much to say. I wanna hang with my girls more. Youb know who you are. Their intials are K, H, E. Also happy mothers day tomorrow to all of my friends moms. I love you Mommy<3! Current Mood: content Current Music: Mos Def (Comment on this)
7:03 pm	right now i wish robby was touching himself in front of me..ibm tphmg wipht muy dicfk (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 8th, 2006
12:20 am	Yes... Havasu rules! THOC rules and so does Aaron. (Comment on this)